I am Tired


I’m tired
Tired of feeling lost, afraid, misunderstood
Tired of wondering if I’m letting someone down by the choices I’ve made

I’m tired.
Tired of getting my feelings hurt, my ego bruised, my heart broken
Tired of showing these varmin called emotions

I’m tired
Tired of being me, of being weak
Tired of trying to be this person I cannot see

I’m tired
Tired of all the pain, all the struggle I’ve put upon myself
Tired of not being the person I was

I’m tired
Tired of hiding, hoping, and healing
Tired of listening, learning, letting

I’m tired…

I’m tired…

-The poem originally posted on Deviantart-